Glow to dust.

Glow:
I see myself.
Reflecting in the portraits
Of family members
And I'm looking down
Gunshot.
Bleeding out.
On the stairwell
Watching it pool
& going to school.
(Catching the bus)
(First day)
(So nervous)
Thinking:
Never growing up!
In my last breath
Stuck in my chest
Never coming out!
I can make it if I try.
Never gonna die!
Just always the same.
Just a stain.
Dust: